One thing I keep thinking about today is how much I wish I could talk to Larisa, and of course, she is the one person I cannot talk to. So here is what I would say...
hey Lareess! I am not only very sad, but very mad that this happened to you. Sometimes life just doesn't make sense. You were a bright and shining star in my world and I know you will be missed by many. I already think of you every time I watch CSI or eat lobster, but now I will be looking into the heavens for a new, bright star to make a wish on.
Wherever you are, I hope you can hear those monks chanting for you. It must be beautiful.
I will really, really miss your smile
Love, Martha
ps. This is the photo I took when we climbed signal hill in St. John's, Newfoundland in June 2006.
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I am praying that Larisa missed that plane and is lying on a beach somewhere with a cold beer. I really hope this prayer is answered.
I didn't know Larisa very well at all, but a lot of my friends did. Whenever I would bump into her, she was always friendly and smiling and so very beautiful. It is always extra sad when a young person dies. My deepest symapthy goes out to her family and friends and all thoses who loved Larisa.
RIP
Love,
Jen M-L
I went to elementary school with her; our class was small so friendships were tight and even though we didn't keep in touch past grade 4 she figures strongly in my memories and I'm really saddened that her life was cut short. Please just know that Larisa touched many many people in even the smallest and biggest of ways, and we are all thinking of you and her circle of friends and family. Deepest sympathies
Céline Garbay
Caen, France
Dearest Larisa,
Continue to be a shining soul wherever you are on this eternal journey. Sad that you had to leave this earth so soon.
Peace and love to you. xox
Jai Govinda.
Larisa,
We play at this thing called life so freely, I had forgotten how fragile it can be.
You truly were a shining star, I couldn't help but bask in your positive spirit and shining beauty whenever our paths happened to cross. Do you know how many dancers had crushes on you? I wish you had. You brought us together in Nanaimo, seeing your work first hand, I was so impressed by your organization, calm presence, and honest professionalism. It can't be said enough,... you will be missed dearly.
with love and respect,
Laura.
Larisa,
I remember you. I remember being a young first year student at Malaspina Colleges Theatre program and meeting you. I looked up to you, as I had every reason to, people wanted to be around you and be a part of your playfulness and I wanted to as well. We lived together briefly in Nanaimo and I remember playing dress up with you and taking full advantage of your endless, creative closet.
I felt lucky to have you as my first roomie in Vancouver when I was beginning at SFU. You taught me, at that time in my life, the importance of fun and how it was a part of being healthy. We had many laughs and I felt lucky to be around your creativity, passion for learning and joyfulness. I am sure that you brought these gifts to many people in your life.
Now your spirit is released and I feel that, although I cannot talk with you in this world. I know that you are in a place free of the things that hold us in this physical world and I am happy to think of you existing now, as a feeling of love.
I think of all your friends and family, who knew you better than me, and say a prayer for them during this time of change.
The first time I met Larisa we launched into the best ways to cook roast pork...we had no small talk, no "how do you do's" just straight into the "meat" of it all. Such a bright and shinning light...I had a crush right away, like the rest of anyone who ever met her and every time I happened by the theatre I would find a way to share a smile with her.
You will be missed Larisa...we will sing your name as often as we can and may your death inspire great acts of love and kindness. I will dedicate every great roast to YOU.
Much love and tears,
Trace
She was a beautiful life...who has made a magnificent contribution to
the art form of dance.
Her talents and dedication were exceptional...She was soulful, brave,
strong willed and adventurous...
Over the years we have traveled through several countries in Europe,
Asia and South America...Her role as technical director in all the
theatres that we have been was remarkable and she was admired
everywhere for her skills, beauty, sense of good humor and a well
respected manner.
She was able to rise to every occasion to make sure the we dancers
presented the most professional dance show offering to everyone...This,
our last tour in the Philippines was seen by close to 3000 spectators
and without her, I would never have been able to do my work... Here we
shared our artistry and brought dance to many: from the unfortunate and
poor kids to the elite university school teachers...Together we inspired
them all!! On this occasion Larisa taught and shared her expertise with
other technical staff and they were all so enthusiastic!
She has been a true companion to me... A friend, a buddy...A life force
who loved dance so much...Because her life also was equally a
celebration...She took risk, lived fully and was full of beauty she
spread around.
I can never thank her enough for such a gift.
Larisa Fayad was a true friend, a companion, a gifted artist, a
compassionate and passionate woman who lived her life to the fullest
with courage. She will not be forgotten. We will miss her terribly! Lar
may you rest in PEACE.
Alvin
The Dance Centre expresses its heartfelt sympathy to the family. With
the dance and arts community we share the loss of a colleague and a
true friend in dance.
Only one week has passed, yet it seems like years since I heard your voice. I wish the last time we spoke I had told you what you meant to me. Your smile, and seemingly endless energy always amazed me. No matter how low I was feeling, being in the same room as you made me forget any and all of my troubles. A simple night watching the Simpson's, or having a pint with you was always a highlight of my week, my month, and even my year. Life will not be the same without you, but I promise to honor you and live it to the fullest, just as you did. Goodbye my dear friend, I will see you again someday and we can swap bad jokes once again.
I only worked with Larisa a few times, but it was always a great pleasure. I have this image of her facing her death with the same grace and courage with which she faced her life.
D-Anne
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